Well journal, it's time. I'm going to use the N-450, I know what the consequences are if I'm found using this thing, but I don't care, I need to see what exists in this world beyond what the Central Government decides to tell us about. I was late to work this morning because I couldn't sleep last night and missed my alarm. Even when I got to work I couldn't focus on anything (not that I focus normally anyways). But now I'm here and I'm ready to see what the world has to offer me. I can only hope that there are other people on the network that I can talk to and learn from. I hope that this is going to be the beginning of my own personal renaissance. I want to learn, to know. I want to hear the sweetest sounds in the world and see the prettiest sights. I want to converse with interesting people who have been able to remove the wool from in front of their eyes as well. Really, I just want this little hunk of plastic to help my try and find something to make me happy in this wasteland that I inhabit.
I think everything is set. My plan is to stay in the closet while I use this thing so that I can hopefully stay out of sight of nosy neighbors and Central. If I don't update this journal again then hopefully I have moved onto greener pastures. If you are reading this right now try to imagine me happy, and in a better place than this city of absolute refuse.